Aargh!
Why do we have idle time. I mean, it’s not like I am not having anything to do but still the feeling of idleness. Why god, why?
Why do I constantly see if my cell phone has signal to receive phone calls? Why I do check my messenger to see if someone has pinged me? Why do I check my mailbox to see if there are any unread mails? I hate my habit of clearing all the unread items in my mailbox? Why does spam also interest me? Why can’t I concentrate and work on my ‘work’ that is assigned? Why can’t I just go out of my way and have time for myself? Why can’t I just stop thinking about reasons to question? 
Bottomline, Why am I thinking of something that is not going to happen? 
So, today in this rant of never ending non-stop nonsense of mundane life – the quest for clarity and complicated truth of what am I supposed to do has fallen upon me.
So again, it will end like a draft like innumerable drafts that are lying on my blog? or wait – I am going to post this to gain some attention and call up for people to bug me with their funda of idle time or their concept of life, as always. The concept of real life experiences and the details involved in it always amaze me and being the person I am – it is natural, quite obviously. Many of them who know me actually wouldn’t disagree on the factual part of any discussion they have had with me.
