Long time before updation….

Sometimes i wonder why i take time in the work i start with vigor and energy, i dont understand why i let myself feel – bored and really feel like kicking me for all the idiotic things i do apart from doing a bit productive work….

first things first right, so i went away from the topic – and now i move into the essence of this one.

I have started preparing to take the examination called as GRE and started gathering all the information regarding this exam and even started preparation for that, but i felt a deja-vu kind of experience while preparing for the exam, reason being that about 2 years ago….not so long ago right, i started preparing to take this exam and prepared a bit seriously too…to my dooms i got a job in a Software company at that time the exam fee looked small and the result – ‘Cancelled my GRE exam and TOEFL’ to prove myself in this field of ‘IT‘, now when i look back and try to guage what i have achieved in this 2 years(kind-of-2 years) since 2 years are not complete i feel that i have achieved a pot belly and a sickness for reading anything which is more than 2 lines – i would like to quote some examples here…such as reading mails, specifications, requirements, meeting minutes and all sorts of professional scrap.

what i have gained is – love for travel(anywhere in the world except from my home to Begumpet), love for coffee has increased by leaps and bounds, and of course i have found out my new strength – ‘boldness’ in whatever i do, frankly speaking(read as writing !!) i was a dumb-idiot earlier never used to open my mouth in front of others, some termed it as arrogant, some said intelligent, some criticized my shyness and some even termed me as a fit for nothing guy – but i tended to prove some of them right and some of them wrong in their own perceptions….(quite intelligently written and sarcasm was unintended though!!).

Actually i left it in the middle …so continuing…- so, i prepared and left to bother about the exam and concentrated on the job-related-stuff, thats how i left my interest in 2005 September only to pick it up again, in April 2007.

This change was a welcome one in my life because life was becoming more of a stereotype, as it has become a challenge-less and charm-lost job for me and most of my colleagues/friends…”Birds of the same feather flock together”…..

let you know my preparation in the posts to come….might be helpful for the people going through somewhat similar lines……